yeah time to bitch

hello non-readers im bored and kinda pissed off so lets bitch about a few things shall we.

lets start with the economy cause we all know its fucked up and that no one is doing shit about it but off course were good citizans were suposed to believe in are goverment and its ability to fix shit im sorry no offence obama but thats bull shit theyve done next to nothing theyve got next to nothing planned and as far as i know there aint gonna be shit happening intill at least late next year. of course thats as long as we all do get killd be the "apocolipce" but thats besides the point the economy sucks every one thats not bill gates is haveing budgeting issues and currently were all fucked course thats how i see it i maybe wrong then agian i might be right.

now on a less grand scale id like to to bitch about know it alls we know that your fucking smart doesnt mean you need to fucking prove it at every turn let alone correct us when we all ready know we have fucked up shit happens your being a prick and nobody likes you. just a news flash for those that didnt know.

and im done bye people

a story

ok non-readers this if for someone spacifioc so if you dont understand then i dont give a shit.
now to my story


i met you 3 years ago now and have always know you to be someone strong you were beautiful creative and fun. yet my masks are easy as shit compared to the ones you pulled on every day no one knew no thought to suspect and no one questioned it.


you've got an ass whole for an ex-boyfriend a fucked up religious bitch for a mom and i still was right about you being the best person ive ever known. your still creative, weird, beautiful, and fun to talk to yet you never used to seem to be truely haveing fun. a lot of this shit is hind sight but thats how you were when i met you.


2 years later your still clutching your armor like a life preserver i dont blam you at all hell istill used mine more often then not, but the thing that bothered me was you thought i didnt notice i always notice. you would be the most energenic happy person there yet there was never depth to your happyness. im sure that you can tell me more times youve been happy then i can, but my question is have you rely lived. i stod in the shadows were i am always and i watched you. i didnt know why then but i dicided that i had something to fight over and so i stayed with you im still with you.


thats how you were a year in a half ago now youve been through a lot of tough shit made bad calls and good ones im sure but the thing that makes me know i picked right is that you droped it your masks are there but they dont define you your bruised batter yet on top of your world your probably thinking that i either know nothing about you or that im crazy. i except that i am probably crazy but that doesnt mean dont know shit your stronger then me your sure as hell stronger then people think you are and your even stronger then you will ever truely relize.you said it right with your secret video and you defenently amazing.


my thoughts take them as you will and remember im with you every time...Ich liebe dich...youll get it              -your shadow

p.s. oranges smell delisious

the many terrible ideas of drugs

ok voices and extras im going to type a bit on how drugs have influenced my life and those of people i know.


ok everyone here knows what weed is right its a plant that makes you high which is basicly saying you space out and feel really good. how is this relavant well when you hate your life and dont really know what to do its a very good idea. now im from the other side of the tracks in a sence and i know more then a few potheads so i get it cheap or free put that shit takes a toll on your body you know. but my big fuck up is meth that shit is no good i was a stupid kid and tried it with some "friends" so i got hooked 2 years later and more than 600 dollars later i finally relized it was killing me i then did the smartest thing ive ever done stop doing drugs its saved me money and probably helped me get out of there. i changed schools and made friends kinda i tried to not look back.of course shit like that follows you.


ok heres the drug opinion of a friend of mine in his opinion drugs are the best way to make money get power and live a successful life. that was a year ago this year he quit for a girl moved out of his dads house and is going to join the marines so in the end he relized there only temporary and will bury you.


if you read this thanks if your in my head get out and i hope you all relize that some of us tryin get out.

my start

hello voices and other people in this im going to say how i started and give a rant about backstabbers.

allright when i was i kindergarden i was i bit of a protector i stopped other from bullying people you know i tried to be the good guy of course that made me "popular" looking back i know they all were just useing me but what fucked me over was a girl, my best freind so i thought for lake of better name shes the "Bitch" now i stayed a hero or somethin till about 3rd then the bitch threw me to the wolves she was the best person everyone believed her and when she said i was a crazy homacidal reject everyone blocked me out i mean im wierd and possibly crazy but im harmless to my freinds enemys not so much but still i was done social life gone. i barly made it out of elementry alive.

this is the basic version of how it started comment ignore it tell me im crazy do whatever just prove your not in my head.

an introduction

Hello people or voices of my head seeing as i have no viewers yet (if your not in my head please comment to tell me im crazy i need reminders)

im as ive said a loner and a teenage shadow im paraniod and possibly crazy but i know how life is and i know how i got here which is more then most people like me can say.

this is going to be stories and thyoughts that i have or am told that i am going to compile here with a little bit of bull-shit thrown in for shits and giggles.

you can comment how ever you like if you ask questions ill answer then and if you have a story then please tell me ill add it.

this is going to be loose and jokeing even though it is mostly true i hope you can us it to help you out or at lest get a laugh from it.

Thanks and i hope you read this.