welcome to my life

this is a story of sorts some real some other peoples views comments and stories this is an out look as to what the other side of the social scale does and im not talking about the geeks and im talkin about us loners the ones who fit no where we are the bottom and at the same time the top we are rulers and slaves we are always silent till now

Thursday, December 1, 2011

a story

ok non-readers this if for someone spacifioc so if you dont understand then i dont give a shit.
now to my story


i met you 3 years ago now and have always know you to be someone strong you were beautiful creative and fun. yet my masks are easy as shit compared to the ones you pulled on every day no one knew no thought to suspect and no one questioned it.


you've got an ass whole for an ex-boyfriend a fucked up religious bitch for a mom and i still was right about you being the best person ive ever known. your still creative, weird, beautiful, and fun to talk to yet you never used to seem to be truely haveing fun. a lot of this shit is hind sight but thats how you were when i met you.


2 years later your still clutching your armor like a life preserver i dont blam you at all hell istill used mine more often then not, but the thing that bothered me was you thought i didnt notice i always notice. you would be the most energenic happy person there yet there was never depth to your happyness. im sure that you can tell me more times youve been happy then i can, but my question is have you rely lived. i stod in the shadows were i am always and i watched you. i didnt know why then but i dicided that i had something to fight over and so i stayed with you im still with you.


thats how you were a year in a half ago now youve been through a lot of tough shit made bad calls and good ones im sure but the thing that makes me know i picked right is that you droped it your masks are there but they dont define you your bruised batter yet on top of your world your probably thinking that i either know nothing about you or that im crazy. i except that i am probably crazy but that doesnt mean dont know shit your stronger then me your sure as hell stronger then people think you are and your even stronger then you will ever truely relize.you said it right with your secret video and you defenently amazing.


my thoughts take them as you will and remember im with you every time...Ich liebe dich...youll get it              -your shadow

p.s. oranges smell delisious
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  1. ToriDecember 1, 2011 at 4:53 PM

    NOTE: If anyone from my blog reads this, this is most obviously out of character. :P

    You fucker you made me cry :')

    I'm glad you liked the video hun, i didn't think that you would watch it (much less know where it was... Stalker <3)
    Spasibo moyeĭ zvezde. YA lyublyu tebya <3 (Fuck yeah Russian.)

    PS: It's called Grammar, use it hun. I'm a grammar Nazi, as you very well know~

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