welcome to my life

this is a story of sorts some real some other peoples views comments and stories this is an out look as to what the other side of the social scale does and im not talking about the geeks and im talkin about us loners the ones who fit no where we are the bottom and at the same time the top we are rulers and slaves we are always silent till now

Saturday, December 3, 2011

yeah time to bitch

hello non-readers im bored and kinda pissed off so lets bitch about a few things shall we.

lets start with the economy cause we all know its fucked up and that no one is doing shit about it but off course were good citizans were suposed to believe in are goverment and its ability to fix shit im sorry no offence obama but thats bull shit theyve done next to nothing theyve got next to nothing planned and as far as i know there aint gonna be shit happening intill at least late next year. of course thats as long as we all do get killd be the "apocolipce" but thats besides the point the economy sucks every one thats not bill gates is haveing budgeting issues and currently were all fucked course thats how i see it i maybe wrong then agian i might be right.

now on a less grand scale id like to to bitch about know it alls we know that your fucking smart doesnt mean you need to fucking prove it at every turn let alone correct us when we all ready know we have fucked up shit happens your being a prick and nobody likes you. just a news flash for those that didnt know.

and im done bye people

Thursday, December 1, 2011

a story

ok non-readers this if for someone spacifioc so if you dont understand then i dont give a shit.
now to my story


i met you 3 years ago now and have always know you to be someone strong you were beautiful creative and fun. yet my masks are easy as shit compared to the ones you pulled on every day no one knew no thought to suspect and no one questioned it.


you've got an ass whole for an ex-boyfriend a fucked up religious bitch for a mom and i still was right about you being the best person ive ever known. your still creative, weird, beautiful, and fun to talk to yet you never used to seem to be truely haveing fun. a lot of this shit is hind sight but thats how you were when i met you.


2 years later your still clutching your armor like a life preserver i dont blam you at all hell istill used mine more often then not, but the thing that bothered me was you thought i didnt notice i always notice. you would be the most energenic happy person there yet there was never depth to your happyness. im sure that you can tell me more times youve been happy then i can, but my question is have you rely lived. i stod in the shadows were i am always and i watched you. i didnt know why then but i dicided that i had something to fight over and so i stayed with you im still with you.


thats how you were a year in a half ago now youve been through a lot of tough shit made bad calls and good ones im sure but the thing that makes me know i picked right is that you droped it your masks are there but they dont define you your bruised batter yet on top of your world your probably thinking that i either know nothing about you or that im crazy. i except that i am probably crazy but that doesnt mean dont know shit your stronger then me your sure as hell stronger then people think you are and your even stronger then you will ever truely relize.you said it right with your secret video and you defenently amazing.


my thoughts take them as you will and remember im with you every time...Ich liebe dich...youll get it              -your shadow

p.s. oranges smell delisious